Friday, July 24, 2009 @ 8:47 PM
@ 5:30 PM
i dont know why but ive been a sad wreck all week. at school i'm just my usual happyhappy self but once i'm all alone in the bus i'll be like damn i'm tired. and today i was extra blur like seriously. my mind was like blank during fpqa quiz and i totally heard the wrong thing when kaiying was talking to me. damn, i think i'm losing it.
i need a pick-me-up.
-mardy-
p/s: you don't choose who you fall for.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 7:56 PM
okay so uh my blogger account like got something wrong like that and half of the page has dissapeared man. then cannot centralize then my post all so the very the not nice anymore. alamak funny issit.
omg omg. my brothers have a new science tutor. i shant say anymore because its just wrong to crush on your brother's tutor no matter how yooung or good looking he is. like damn girl damn.
ahah. ok ah must go do my powerpoint for my art history presenation kay.byebye you all my darlings(okay random i know but sesunggunye whatever kay.)
-mardy-
p/s: firi, i dont know whassup with me saying sesungguhnye.
Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ 6:43 PM
i am one eyed omg like seriously.my eye hurts like hell and its swelled up like an ugly red balloon. and i look like like i have droopy right eye. damn girl. ohmygod how am i supposed to go to school tomorrow?? i dont wanna wear contacts cos confirm will hurt like what sia and i dont wanna wear specs either cus i'll end up looking damn retard!
and guess what? i went to this wedding thinking like yayy! free briyani because i was so craving for briyani then when i reached there with my high heels and slack dress with just powder on my face and FREAKING WEARING SPECTACLES, i realized it was my dad's friend's son's wedding.which meant that the whole freaking place was filled with CIVIL DEFENSE OFFICERS.eh perangai mangkuk seh.eh malu like what okay. amakk. there were like mat mat CD all over. depan belakang kiri kanan.
ehh seriously my eye HURTS. okay ah bye ah.
let's play a love game?
-mardy-
Labels: cyclops
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 @ 6:14 PM
once bitten, twice shy.
geez is that so hard for you to remember?
i'm past the point of crying.
not because it doesnt hurt me when i see you get hurt.
it hurts as if i'm the one bearing all the pain.
i cry because i thought i should let you know that i feel your pain.
let you know that i feel horrible i wasn't able to protect you.
but i realised, you are responsible for your own actions.
every decision was left up to you.
and you chose to go down this path.
knowing full well what the consequences were.
for having so much potential at excelling,
you are one stupid dumbass.
it's times like this when i wanna fast forward time.
i think i'll be able to forgive you.
but give me time to really mean it when i say i'll be there for you.
because no matter how much i say it you always take it for granted.
its time to wake up and face the music little one.
-mardy-
Labels: im so effing sad
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 @ 5:24 PM
okay so tomorrow got apfs meeting to which we have yet to start on the report and the due date is like freaking next week.then NLS also havent finish which is due on the same freaking day and FPQA got group sharing tmr then on thursday got csas presentation then next two weeks got u art presentation and then NLS got stoopid quiz on friday which comprises of three damn bloody heavy topics including nutrtion in adolesence as to which i am completely clueless about then next week also goot fpqa quiz which is open book but its gonna be tough anyway because fpqa sucks to very core of my entire being. no wait, that's apfs. and oh did i mention i freaking do not like our apfs tutor who keeps saying she knows who is the smarter bunch of people in the class and making us feel like crap, like hello, she cant even speak english properly, go england first lah then come back okay.ugh.
mother's rendang smell is so damn strong i can faint from how delicious it smells.
ah.fasting is detoxifying mardy.remember!
-mardy-
Labels: stress like what sia
Saturday, July 11, 2009 @ 8:31 PM
okay okay second post of the day.you guys probably think i have no life and that i'm sitting at home 24/7 facing my lappy and onlining and onlining and onlining. well NO. okay i WAS out and I WAS NOT online for the whole of today.SERIOUSLY LAH.i swear.haha.
okay so i'm loving the Michael Jackson tribute song by the game lah. so damn bloody nice okay.
oh i miss MJ. haha RANDOM.
i mention you when i say my prayers
i wrap you around all my thoughts
boy you're my temporary high
i wish that when i wake up you're there
to wrap your arms around me for real
and tell me you'll stay by my side
this is stuck in my head as of now.thanks eh firi.all your blog songs will get stuck in my head eventually.PPPFFF.
eh, i feel like eating sushi lah seh. and i hate sushi! geezz.i think i'm pms-ing.
-mardy-
Labels: man in the mirror
@ 3:39 PM
i'm a happy girl. i got my bandito like finally and mother bought me 27 dresses VCD.went to watch transformers which was really awesome(NOT). sumpah the movie crappy like what sia.and fir's apparently obsessed with lifts =.='
but oh megan fox can i have your hair?puhleassse.
k daa i want to do my report which is like cruk cruk.ok byebye earthlings.
-mardy-
Labels: oh what you do to me
Thursday, July 9, 2009 @ 8:49 PM
ohmygod like f*** lah. i just realised i had so many things to do and i'm trying to stupidly start on my freaking informal report which is due on freaking monday morning nine freaking am. and i have so many projects to edit and the stupid sodium column just decided to disappear from my foodworks table and now my sodium column is freaking empty. argh. apfs also i havent edit. fpqa also havent do results interpretation.to make things worse my mask is like crap and my life sucks because my eyes are super tired and dry from all the contact lens wearing ohmygod give me a goddamned break! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. irritating nak mampos lah.
i just want to snuggle up and sink into the blissful folds of warm hugs and colourful dreams.
breathe mardy breathe.
-mardy-
Labels: youre my beautiful nightmare
Tuesday, July 7, 2009 @ 4:43 PM
ahah. dugaan seh. i've been fasting for the whole of today and its like everywhere is showing food. thanks ah. it all started in the morning lah. but whatever lah okay cos all of those were like advertisements so its like they've been there for a long time and i happen to be fasting when i noticed it.
but this really irritating happened: i just finished my afternoon prayers and feeling so damn tired, i decided to just pass out on my bed hoping i would wake up at like around six and then there would be only one hour more to dinner time. so as i was snuggling myself with my patrick stuffed toy on my bed, after a few seconds then BAMM!! someone was cooking something which smelled like ohmygodwanttofaintbecauseitssoniceandyou'resohungry hit my nostrils know! then i was like oh crap! thanks ah. usually food smells go in the kitchen but today it just decided to travel up to my room window.
seriously.dugaan aku puase. LOLs.
okay so after today i'm still gonna be left with 7 days. dang. =.='
oh yeah so apparently some people's been staring at me like want to eat me like that right. alamak.funny issit. irritate me lah irritate, later i give you my i'msohungryicouldeatyou look then you scaredd.but seriously lah people, why you staring at me huh? i thought that phase was past? haha apparently not kan awak kan? i'm way past looking at you and murmuring about you like a long time ago. i guess you're just so damn bored with your life and your friend's lifes aren't interesting enough so you resort to staring? woo.scary lah you.i'm shaking in my skirt.HAH.
as kaiying says:"nevermind later i stare at them back okay? i staring expert what you dont know? that time i stare at the uncle like this * proceeds to make a damn funny expression*
ahah.damn funny lah her face. ah~ the girls always make my day :D
-mardy-
Labels: 7days
Saturday, July 4, 2009 @ 9:45 AM
to feel your pain, you feel mine
go inside each other's minds
just to see what we'd find
look at shit through each other's eyes
-eminem; beautiful
i need a mind sift. seriously my head's so effed up.
/edited
kepala macam nak pecah lah seh. whats wrong with me. stop thinking about that lah you bloody idiot. HELP.
-mardy-
Thursday, July 2, 2009 @ 4:58 PM
so huiteng made me feel bad by saying this:
" just because you find him funny doesnt mean you have to laugh until like that right..later he hurt how?"
okay so fine.sorry.but its not just me what! the others also..=.='
but whatever it is, it was not my intention or any of us for that matter to hurt anyone's feelings. we just enjoy a good laugh, especially now since we get all stressed up over impending deadlines for so many projects,we have to laugh the stress out so we laugh at just about anything. so dont take it to heart okay? we're all good people so if you see us laughing and you have a feeling its about you, then take it as a compliment as you've made us laugh. at least that's what afro does. OMG.HAHA. okay sorry sorry. but still. dont take it to heart okay? just give us the =.=' look and smile alright :D
so i dont know if the person is really hurt, just to be on the safe side and not make enemies, i'm apologizing.
ok lah, i need to go do my FI. byebye!
aja aja fighting!
-mardy-
Labels: apologise, laugh
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 @ 3:56 PM
ahahaha. so i'm like still in school.with uh. firi. who ah said ah yay for you.
guy1: "Yo wassup MAN!!!"
guy2: *cruk cruk*
guy1: "what you call me? what you call me?"(in high pitched voice)
guy2:" uh..."
guy1: " Johnny depp SIOLL!!"
then guy 1 proceeds to kiss guy 2's cheek.
guy1: " woo! ME HOMO! ME HOMO!"
this was so random.made us destress like what okay. then firi managed to make a retarded face with other people looking. and i still cant forget the firi's facial impersonation of someone. so similar yet so retarded.
ok bye.
-mardy-
Labels: haha
Heartless - Kris Allen