Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 9:54 PM
i am dead tired.seriously.but yet i am here blogging.that's because i needed a break from HAP.i was reading n memorising the circulatory system for like an hour plusplus when i fell asleep with the notes infront of me.bahh.that was when i decided to take a short break.i think my brain was half dead already.okay.so today was superr longgggggg.*stop complaining mard u started at 9.* n there was this heartbreaking moment at around 12.=((
i thought i was over MLBA but when the SFP lecturer announced that the link-up ppl had to come to our LT, i was ecstatic again.n thanks firi for the "the m is back" thing.pfft.n so after sneaking looks and tempting glances,we went out of the LT for lunch.n i heard a super feminine "Lisa!!"n it came from him.yes.HIM.
=((
sheesh.n to Leslie, thanks for the :"i was looking for the softest guy around n i saw all of them macho n there he was standing there with his hand like that."
=(((
okay. i need a new target.
recomendations people??
-mardy-
Labels: softie
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 5:56 PM
okay.i've seen the truth with my own eyes.i won't be in denial no more.so yeah.it's over can?
Labels: open your eyes mardy
Monday, July 28, 2008 @ 8:05 PM
like totally.tomorrow is my presentation n i'll reporting to school in formal attire.*grins widely* this means heels.yeah baby yeahh.skali MLBA saw me in formal attire n became degayified.fat chance of that happening.hah.okay.i'm like supposed to be touching up on presentation but apparently i'm here blogging.how weird is that?its like my hands clicked on blogger out of its own accord.bahahaha!!okay lame. i know.its because i'm freaking out.my bag is gonna be super heavy tomorrow due to the fact that i have to shove in a pair of extra shoes n my lab coat.gaahh.i thought poly was all about thumbdrives n laptops?pfft.okay time to do my speech.toodles!
-mardy-
Labels: freaking out
Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 8:35 PM
okay.i feel constipated.serious shitt lahh.i'm eating pizza n at the same time i feel like shitting.gross rite.okay.so my day was tiring.i'm beginning to feel like i have no life.i study the whole week from monday to friday n i have mentoring on saturday mornings.then i have religious classes straight after that up till five.n by that time i'm already so tired i probabaly will just sink into a sad state of dazedness.on sundays i have to complete my pre lab assignment n my Math n HAP tutorials.
shiat.my social life is dying.
okay.stop complaining mardy.
so had mentoring just now n here's a little story...:
i got Iqmal as my mentee (firi jealous kan??) n i sat infront of this cute kid who happens to be Iqmal's friend.he saw me looking at him n he smiled at me.okay.if he were 18 or above,i would be melting but since he's only 12,i just smiled back at him.LoL.and as i expected,Fir n Tarini also noticed him despite being in the next classroom.(-_-') so we chatted with him.=)) turns out his name was Khuzaifah n his friends call him Kusco.cute nick or what??so,long story short,he waited for the three of us to go home.yessa!heehee..so i took the same bus as him to the interchange.and beside us was this group of girls who are like seriously future minahs.they obviously have a thing for him n they start looking daggers at me cus i'm with him.they keep trying to comfort themselves by saying i'm his sister but obviously is was'nt working since we both look so bloody different.so they actually squeezed beside him n started asking stupid questions.Kusco got real irritated n stopped answering their stupid questions n started talking to me.honestly their questions were damn stupid lah.eg: "eh,she's your gf ah?"baahh.so all in all i had a great time irritating those mini minahs.*since i'll probably kena bash if i irritate real minahs.*
hahahaha.n now firi n tarini are jealous of me.but not to worry girls,he has a 19 year old brother.i might just try to squeeze his brother's number out of him.*evil grin* muahaha.
oh,n did i mention we saw alyph n syarif (again) on thursday?n firi n hana went crazy.
so,that's all then.
-mardy-
Labels: sleeq.cute kid
@ 7:29 AM
yessa.went out for dinner yesterday n had CHOCOLATE FONDUE.gaah!!ohmygod.sticks of marshmallows deeply immersed with hot melted chocolate and strawberries completely covered with chocolate.omg.Mouth orgasm can?bahahaha!!
okay2 so yesterday was SFP,it was super tricky lahh.seriouss.n egg never come out lah sehh.buat penat aku baca macam bedtime story.hmpf.n the pigment thingy was like bahhh!!okay mard.chillso okay?so next week is HAP quiz 2.when are ya gonna start studying again mardy?i dunno lahh!i still gotta prepare for my CSAS presentation on tuesday.omg.i hate public public speaking.
anyways,yesterday i saw MLBA walking.n ohmygod he DID look kinda gay!!!with his hand swinging ohsofemininely.gaaahhh!!!!why mardy why??
LoL
okay so enough said.need to get ready now.
-mardy-
Labels: gay, no please
@ 7:29 AM
yessa.went out for dinner yesterday n had CHOCOLATE FONDUE.gaah!!ohmygod.sticks of marshmallows deeply immersed with hot melted chocolate and strawberries completely covered with chocolate.omg.Mouth orgasm can?bahahaha!!
okay2 so yesterday was SFP,it was super tricky lahh.seriouss.n egg never come out lah sehh.buat penat aku baca macam bedtime story.hmpf.n the pigment thingy was like bahhh!!okay mard.chillso okay?so next week is HAP quiz 2.when are ya gonna start studying again mardy?i dunno lahh!i still gotta prepare for my CSAS presentation on tuesday.omg.i hate public public speaking.
anyways,yesterday i saw MLBA walking.n ohmygod he DID look kinda gay!!!with his hand swinging ohsofemininely.gaaahhh!!!!why mardy why??
LoL
okay so enough said.need to get ready now.
-mardy-
Labels: gay, no please
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @ 8:21 PM
hees.so i'm back.i just feel like blogging lahh n Mr.Laptop was conveniently beside my SPF notes.OHH dammit.SFP.you're supposed to be studying for the coming quiz mard.eee!!bingit bangett dehh.ok ok.too much sinetrons maybe?baha!but seriously,school is really getting in the way of my sleep regime lahhs.not to mention my ohsoprecious brain space.hah!had PIPC n OBC quizz 2 last week.it was awesome! (-___-"')NOT.but i managed to pass OBC anyways.PIPC's results are blessedly still unknown as he has yet to give them back. SFP's friday quiz is haunting my dreams.k tipu. next week as the stupid study guide states will be my HAP quiz 2.shittso lahh!gaah.okay mard.stay sane for the readers okay?oh n wanna know the topics for SFP? i see some eyerolls but i'm gonna tell you anyways.heyy.it's my blog.i say what i want to okay?LoL
eggs n dairy products
fats n oils
sugars n sweeteners
fruits n vegetables
n the last one is like super content heavy lahh!n damn boring.who likes veggies anyways?huh.okay,so Huiteng nearly killed me today after school.LoL.i won't elaborate but it was super funny n i had stomach cramps after laughing so harrd.seriously.the girls make my day.=))
omg.tomorrow got lectures straight from 9 to 6.gaah!!i'm so dreading PIPC because the present lecturer is soo bloody boriingg.he can make a murder thriller sound boring for God's sake!n to make matters worse,i do NOT understand a single thing about the rates n equilibria of chemical reactions. oh n also must see the super duper STUCK UP guy who thinks he's the hottest guy in TP.eh.please lahh.syarif sleeq is 10000000000000000 times more HOT lah.n he has two albums out.stuckup guy has what??tell me?looks?NA-AAHH.brains?probably not.or he just doesn't use it.to guys out there,maybe most of u probably know but for the benefit of the ignorant stuckup ones,here's a piece of advice : just because a girl looks at you does not mean she throwing herself at you kays?she may most likely not even LIKE you.DUHH.
okay.enough said.SFP lecture notes are staring indignantly at me saying when the bloody hell are going to start revising me???!! heh.
-mardy-
Labels: random
@ 9:38 AM
A Beautiful Prayer
I asked Allah to take away my habit.
Allah said, No.It is not for me to take away,
but for you to give it up.
I asked Allah to make my handicapped child whole.
Allah said, No.
His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary
I asked Allah to grant me patience.
Allah said, No.
Patience is a by-product of tribulations;
it isn't granted, it is learned.
I asked Allah to give me happiness.
Allah said, No.
I give you blessings;
Happiness is up to you.
I asked Allah to spare me pain.
Allah said, No.
Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares
and brings you closer to me.
I asked Allah to make my spirit grow.
Allah said, No.
You must grow on your own! ,
but I will prune you to make you fruitful.
I asked Allah for all things that I might enjoy life.
Allah said, No.
I will give you life,
that you may enjoy all things.
I ask Allah to help me LOVE others,
as much as He loves me.
Allah said..., finally you have the idea.
THIS DAY IS YOURS DON'T THROW IT AWAY May Allah Bless You,"To the world you might be one person, but to one person you just might be the world.
i found this at Hani's blog.sorry hunn plagiarise abit..LoL.
Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 12:35 PM
seriously.i need to stop n take a breather.the whole week's been super duper hectic.it passed so fast in a blur of lecture,labs,tutorials and the girls.we had HAP lab at the sports complex to check on our respiratory n circulatory systems.i almost died while running for two minutes.i am so friggin unfit.oh n there's this super perasan guy in sch who always in the same LT with us during PIPC,he seems to think the world of himself.n really,just because we said he was kinda cute,he thought that we were all throwing ourselves at him.huh.whatevs lahh.i'm not gonna go entertain his dreams of being the hottest guy alive.=P honestly MLBA is waaayyy hotter than him even tho he is erm..soft??ahhh!!!!!!why do i always fall for the wrong guys?why??=(
-mardy-
Labels: him?soft?gay?no
Monday, July 14, 2008 @ 8:13 PM
my brain that is.seriously.i don't know what's happening inside there anymore.when i want it to think of all those complicated shitty terms,it just won't absorb all of it.and then i'll start thinking of all the terminologies at the weirdest times.for example,yesterday,i thought about the aldosterone thing from HAP.i couldnt get it out of my head all friggin day.n just now in the toilet while bathing,i thought about aldoses from OBC.but when it came to tutorials n lectures,those words just seem to hide away.
okay.mardy's talking crap.
ohh.i'm tired.like super duper truper tired.had PIPC lab just now n had to show Mr.Mark Tan our titration.since he already saw mine,n said:"like that also can take reading?" then he shook his head in exasperation n went off taking with him the impression that i am a stupid idiot who cannot understand a single chemistry term,we decided to let Fir do the titration instead. and as usual,our titration died again. in the end,we had Jim do it for us.damn demoralising.
okay,so tomorrow's THE day i have been dreading.SFP lab on meats.and of all the groups,MY group had to be the one handling the PORK.
eww.period.
but well Andrea's been a sweetheart n said she'll do the experiment n me n Fir will do the beef ones.=)) oh n hey,i got a new nick: huggerbeary.given to me by Eunice.LoL.why?cus i'm really huggable!!erk.okay.
oh ya,see the tagboard?why are there soo many new tags?because some ppl just think it's fun to use my tagboard as a chatroom.even though we're all beside each other.heees.
oh wow.that's a long post kann??so i'll stop here then.
toodles!
-mardy-
Labels: i like his hair. :) PIPC sucks.
Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 6:16 PM
cus i don't have a freakin' clue.someone's been acting weird lately and i don't know why.oops.cancel that out.because now i know.but what i don't know is that why is the person so affected?gosh.it's not that i'm insensitive to their feelings it's just that i did NOT think that what we did would hurt them.n it's not only me.it's all of US.you cant be best friends with everyone you know.you'll burn out eventually.maybe their intentions on being a CLASS and not a class of CLIQUES is comendable.but they did it the wrong way.and it does not help that they are in the same project group with some of us.now we are'nt on talking terms n they just simply refuse to try n talk to us.why people?why? i had suggested to the rest that we go n clear up the misunderstanding but we eventually abandoned the plan because we eventually had nothing to say.explain?what?apologise?for what?our fault?ddon't think so.there.nothing to say.the ball's in their court now n it's their turn to make a move.they started this whole complicated thing.now they hve to end it.period.
-mardy-
p/s: i sat behind MLBA today at lunch.woot woot!!
lol.
Labels: darnest things.
Tuesday, July 8, 2008 @ 5:57 PM
eyy.i saw the other half of sleeq.can?corny?naahh.lol.n yeah u're right fir,i really just HAD to blog bout it.hahah.okay lahh.don't wanna risk sounding like a jakun person right.so i won't be posting with excitement or anything.just a smile.see any exclamation marks?no.heees..cus it's not syariff whatt.LoL.anyhoots, got back my CSAS2 paper back just now.guess how much i got? 44.5/60. yea man yea!woot woot la sehh.
oh and okay.umm.i.err.pfft.
don't know what to write ready.
oh ya.almost forgot. i miss my super duper talkative mentee and his friends.can?
=))
toodles.
-mardy-
p/s: umm.can someone tell me what i did wrong? cus i cant seem to figure it out.and i think he's avoiding me.
=(
Labels: why?what did i do NOW?
Friday, July 4, 2008 @ 11:08 PM
right?because it is totally pissing me off that the rest of my beloved family is now in Brunei.pfft.n i can't go because i have SCHOOL on monday.which bytheway,is YOUTH day.but I DO NOT have a bloody holiday.daaaanng.hey.tertiary students are STILL YOUNG okays??we so TOTALLY deserve a holiday.huh.okay mardy.enough.chill.
anyways,sent them off at the airport just now.i tried so hard to mask my super duper sad face into hysterical laughter.i think it worked cus i managed not to start the waterworks just now.but i noe the tears are coming.LoL.i think i'll cry myself to sleep tonight just for the fun of it.=))eyy..i'm going insane lahhh.
oh and,school was a blast as usual.it always is with the girls.=D until a point of time where i was so totally humiliated.i was practicing my sliding techniques at the tutorial corridor when i did not notice a class loitering there.i was so bussy tryin to show Hana my skills that i actually slid infront of Mr.RedCapwithhisStylishHair.dammit.paise gileeerrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!
ok.i might as well go to bed right since tomorrow i'll be waking up early to go to JYPS for mentoring.heess.yay.
oh n.csas n sfp projects.here i come.
nite y'all.
-mardy-
Labels: i miss my family
Wednesday, July 2, 2008 @ 6:16 PM
i skipped 240 skips today for a good cause.=) yay ness. n altogether,me,alicia,kaiying,firi n tarini managed to skip 1353 skips altogether.=))) i love you girls lah.*hana n huiteng included =)*
-mardy-
p/s: its amazing how Luthfi can recognize me yesterday n not any other day.i wonder why..LoL.
Labels: skipping.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008 @ 6:11 PM
okay mardy.muke maintain.
okay.i look so fat in the above picture.bluergh.haha..eh eh..my impromptu speech is sooo OVERR.like yessaa!!my question was "Are singaporean youths satisfied with their family lifes?why do you think so?" uhuh2.n i did not stall.i did NOT run out of points n i gave it my best shot.woot woot! hurray for me!!(-_-')
LoL.
anyways *looks down* that last post made Maisarah think i was angry.i am NOT kays.just amused.cus it really tickled my funny bone.=P
ohya..mai,wanna noe who it is? i'll give u a hint: you so totally know him.yearp.no kidding.
n oh.maths was hilarious.there was a cockroach in the LT n the girls went crazy.cheeky cockroach.it knew just where to go.to the side of the LT with the most girls.hahah.the girls screamed n squealed n we were laughing at the other side.*jahat kanss?* n firi said the thing that made me laugh even harder."eh.if the cockroach come here then we'll all do the kallang wave." HAHAHA!!!!!! fir u damn funny lah!
okay.that's all folks.
toodles!
-mardy-
Labels: cockroach
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