Sunday, November 30, 2008 @ 7:22 PM
fendi's new hairdo.
=.=
the babes? huhu.
okay so went to Hilmi's wedding today n some embarassing thing happened.
=((
update soon!
-mardy-
Labels: drop my waterface
Saturday, November 29, 2008 @ 5:46 PM
somehow i think that nothing is the way its supposed to be. its like i'm constantly trapped in between pleasing two sides.and i cannot make a decision that will not hurt anybody.
i dread the moment when i have to make known my decision because i hate hurting people like that.its not like i bad mouthed them kinda hurt but its the i've let them dwn kinda hurt. i feel terrible. =(
but i have to.there's only two ways to go.no middle path that i can take.
i'm feeling mixed emotions right down but none of which are happy.what should i do?
thats what i always ask people but they can't tell me the answer.how i wish i wish that i had some kind of assistant who makes these difficult decisions for me but i know i can always turn to Him for solace.
but WAIT. i'm probably the girl who thinks about Him only when shes sad,at a loss and depressed and totally forgets when i'm at my best and happy.its not right. He should always be in our minds.
but He forgives.and He cares.when all else fails.i know i have Him.
my mind is gone,i'm spinning round and deep inside my tears i'll drown.
-mardy-
Labels: cry
@ 9:22 AM
You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains
Cos you left me with no love, no love to my name.
just gotta love the script huh? its like one of the awesomest bands EVER.period.the fact that they can think about writing about a heart breaking even is like amazing.i mean,who would have thought of that?
okay crap.i'm bored.its gonna be a boring saturday today.the parents are out n about n all i have to look forward to is madrasah later at 2.hmph.
okay people.i'm done.
-mardy-
Labels: the script is awesome
Thursday, November 27, 2008 @ 8:38 PM
yeah yeah
thats what you say to people who cant seem to self obsess.its one thing to have so many random things to say but its another when all you have to talk about is your physical appearance.
n i'm NOT talking about you self praising either.sometimes it just gets annoying when you obsess too much. its not that i dont do it myself but its just that there's a limit to what other people can listen to okay?n i'm sure your ears are sick n tired of hearing negative comments about yourself from yourself too yes?
so girls.seriously.get a grip and do your thing.wear what what you want (excluding slutty and obscene ones cus that just makes you look cheap n horrible).
chill.i know for a fact that many girls suffer from lack of self esteem so here i am with this random post to help you girls wake up your bloody idea and move on from the thought of you looking horrible in a particular outfit.
seriously.theres more to life than looking good.
i'm not exactly the world most beautiful layydee but at least i have confidence.and thats what defines you okay? yeah. put some make up on n dress up because as girls,thats what makes us feel good about ourselves.when we know we look good. so dress up,doll up but dont go overboard because its the beauty inside that counts okay babies?
my mummy always has the PERFECT answer for me when i start to criticize myself:
"*eyeroll* stop obsessing. you look good. and it all will go to waste if you yourself keep on saying you look horrible."
to which my reply would be an exasperated but satisfied LAST look in the mirror and smile.
so people,if your friends have this self criticizing going on,especially when theres nothing wrong with them, say what they need to hear: YOU LOOK FINE.
so there.i've said it.its the beauty inside that counts cos if ure pretty inside it will show on the outside.
-mardy-
Labels: image, random
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 @ 5:27 PM
okay.dont worry.i'm not dead yet.HAHA. i think its been long since i posted.
*looks down*
what? 5 days IS long okay?at least for someone who updates everyday.HAHA. even Fir updated twice this week.Ht too i think.
okay. so the picture above is currently my desktop picture. apparently we had mixed emotions during the shot.me, fir and Ky were thinking pout. hana,ht n ta were thinking okay smile!
oh wth.i have been swamped with quizzes.like fish lah okay. i got extra assignment for BNF cos i managed to screw some simple calculations.-___-'
i hate maths.like really.statistics suck to the core man.cant we just stick to mean mode median for goodness sake??
gahh.i feel guilty.
i'm supposed to go donate blood but after registration took super long, i decided to just forget it n get on with D in C project. how nice.
keeeew**kk. i'm tired.
like is that even a word?
HAHA.okay the past few days ive been on a high for dont know why.like i'm going keerazie.dannngg..
ok.shoot.shoot.bang.bang.
haha!i shoot you!
ok lame.
ok babies.i'm done.
-mardy-
Labels: high
Friday, November 21, 2008 @ 5:33 PM
me:Tarini is a fakeass.
Ta: Mardy is a bimbo!
me: NOT.i'm a smart successful lady. Ta:(that was describing Tarini)
me:you are a bimbo with noisy jewellery.
Ta: mardy is a makcik!
Fir: who wears printed tudung and fake jewellery!
me: HELLO.my scarfs are plain and sewn with swarovski diamond thread.at least i can afford jewellery.you only wear plastic ones.Firi vainpot.
Ta: phui!
Fir: mardy's little secret.she fly to China every month to buy fake swarovskic (wtv the spelling is) 3 for $2
Ta: i saw her at the airport!!
me: eh? how you know?because you accompany me go China buy fake Jimmy Choos right? 3 for $10!!omg.Firi exposed!!Tarini go India buy fake Tiffany's.
Ta: No ok.my Jimmy Choo's ORIGINAL okay makcik!
my diamonds also original very expensive not like your 3 for $1 from China later someone got melamine!
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
aftermath of Bmic quiz 1.we were all not concentrating and writing this stupid stuffs.HAH.
bmic quiz was like a biatch lah.studied the symbiosis,mutualism,commensalism,parasitism all the whatever-isms all never comeout. studied the names of the boring all folk and the history like mad girl also never comeout.
instead.they asked what kind of food got good microbial effects n which food got microbial spoilage.
fish lah okay.
bloody hell.
i go and put yakult got bacteria n poultry got salmonella..
what the bloody hell.
and i had a good laugh with the girls just now.=D
and and and, i got 8 over 10 for my Food Chemistry tutorial lah!AMAZING.
it will go down in my day in history as the day mardy was any good at Chemistry.
HEEHEE.
ok.i'm done.
-mardy-
Labels: bmic, grlfrs
Thursday, November 20, 2008 @ 5:11 PM
i took this to see how fat i was before some wedding.HEE.
seeing people going up there and doing their thing like nothing is bothering them hurts.especially when you know deep down inside that no matter how much you say they mean nothing, you know that it stinks when theyre not hurt by the thing you're tryna do to hurt them.
oh shiat.
i sound like a stinking biatch no?
haha.some of you were prolly thinking i was gonna say deep down you really love them or something.HAHA.HELL NO.
dang.tmr bmic quiz one n still have fc to do lah.like fish lah okay.
we saw afro today.he was watching the musicvox perfomance.lucky never shake his head know.if not...
and some guy from the rock band that performed thinks i like him.EWW.
NOOO.
he thought i was smiling at him when i was actually smiling at what Hana was saying.
perasan.hmph.
okay.need to go shower.
bye babies.
-mardy-
Labels: hurt, musicvox
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 @ 9:52 PM
hello superheroes.=D
i feel sick.my tummy aches and is threatening a night full of toilet visits.=(
oh shiaatt.
tp rawks is going on n we saw M n S perform.HAHA.yes.Syarif sang but without the usual rapping by Alyph which was kind off a turnoff but whatever okay?
M can really sing okay??he has a nice voice lah seh.me, fir n ta were more than ready to LMAO when he started singing.i think we were all startled into silence. he looked like no Mr.Softie when he sings.very macho.
heeee.*i decided i wont bother to try n stop this cus it just keeps coming back.*
n fir was like "wooo! you made the right choice by being a man!"
-__________-'''
saw afro.no.afro's head on the bench .face was completely covered.bahahah.
okay.i'm supposed to go n study Bmic but i got confused by all the terms.
HAH.
ok bye.
-mardy-
Labels: this is me
Monday, November 17, 2008 @ 8:11 PM
"There are many Muslims who profess undying love for everyone, for humanity. There are many others who surely don't... I'm sure you've read about them elsewhere. Every major religion commands Love for thy Neighbor. It's just that Islam disagrees with the rest of us about who our Neighbor is. To many, a neighbor can only be another Muslim."
okay.i have to show this to my dearr beloved cousin whom i always see in school unfortunately.
to siti: you wanna know who???hahah.i know you do.cus you know him tooo.
dearest cousin,why don't you want to acknowledge the fact that were related?huh.do you have a facebook account?then maybe i can add you up as my relative yes? haha.heck, even our religion tells us to have love for thy NEIGHBOUR. much more your own flesh and blood true?
i've been told by many that you're just shy.oh well,i guess i just have to take that as an answer.
NOT
i shouldnt waste my blog space lah okay? youre not even worth mentioning as a part of my day.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
i am going crazy.hah.
-mardy-
p/s: ht and D make a cute couple dont ya think girls?heeee..sorry ht.=D
Labels: second post of the day
@ 6:04 PM
i freakin thought that i had no hope whatsoever of seeing the ariel from my block because he always goes out at eight n i only go out at 8 on mondays.stalker sia mardy.
hah!i was so blesssedly WRONG! heeee.*seriously.i need to stop hee heee ing.*
so this morning,after the usual "BYE LUQMAN!!" till the whole block can hear,i went down the stairs just to see mr.Ariel walking out with me looking at ME!!!!!*smiles widely.so wide it reaches into my scarf.* so playing it cool i walked off.with the ridiculous smile still on my face.haaaa..
that totally made my morning.=DDDDD
okay tomorrow i got museum trip.bye.
-mardy-
Labels: peterpan
Sunday, November 16, 2008 @ 8:25 PM
friendster sucks man. like seriously.
oh,oh,oh,i have good news. somebody viewed meeeeee...=)
HAHAHAHA.
ok.crap.i don't even know the guy n i'm getting all excited cus he viewed.baahaa.gatal.
okay i was bored so now my second last fingernail is orange.hee.
this is all random updates cus i'm bored.
today was all about weddings.
cousin is gonna get married like in two years.WTH.where did all the time go??
and i went to this wedding and saw the most uncomfortable wedding chairs EVER.i wonder if the bride n groom got back problems after that? HAHA.i should probably get those kinds of chairs that are not too comfy.knowing me i'll probably be dozing off at my own wedding if i do have those kind of chairs.HAHAH.=D
so because cousin was getting married, the aunties and uncles were like,whose next? n i'm like *crook,crook*
and so they began setting prices for our future husbands(whooo??).
imagine ure a guy (if ure not already a guy.like duhh.) and u wanna get married and the bride's side DEMANDED $20,000!!!!
FREAKING KERAZZZYYY.
thats what my abang long said my wedding gift would be worth.
oh and abang long is my eldest male cousin.NOT my older brother.but he treats us all like his siblings so basically he IS my elder brother.=D
okay watever.tomorrow school.i'm supposed to end at 11 AM but i have to go for french lecture cus tuesday got some field trip.like whatever okaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy.
ahhh.i'm lame.bye.
-mardy-
Labels: slime
Friday, November 14, 2008 @ 9:17 PM
=D
okay.i changed my skin again.because the other one had code problems or something n it resulted in seeing something really stupid.just an explanation really.
i am bored.
hungry.
ok bye.
-mardy-
@ 4:56 PM
okay.CCN day was a B-L-A-S-T.
BOOOOMMMM!!!!
we sold the brownies until finish!STEADY lah us!!power marketing skills.
n we randomly had henna drawn on our hands.
we made the henna bussiness good money know.if not got nobody want to do.
even exchange students from Myanmar were really excited about it.=D
afro's friend was among the first customers.
HAHA.
i thought i saw him blush.
n then me n Hana ended up screaming at the stall when i told her about it.
chem eng guys proved to be useful when most of them bought the brownies.
for ONCE,i felt that N was NOT irritating.
HAH.
okay.i just got back n my lappy was conveniently on explaining the really fast update.HEE.
okay lastly:
a big
THANK-YOU
to all the people who pitied us and bought the brownies n cupcorn.
and most importantly,
My beloved class and the girls.
A8A3 ROCKS MY SOCKS OKAY??
bye.
-mardy-
Labels: i love a3
Thursday, November 13, 2008 @ 6:01 PM
i am freakin pissed.
n i have no idea why.
no i am NOT pms-ing.
somethings just bothering me.
like iiiiiishhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
WHATEVER OKAYYYYY??
so tomorrow is CCN.n i'm online waiting for some roster to record down.looks like i have to go online AGAIN at night.that just pisses me off even freakin more.
okay.since i have nothing to do i'll brief you guys about the characters in my school.
in the order of least weird to most weird okay?
5) N**** : okay.he's least weird cus he looks the most normal.Looks. he speaks to his friends who are two centimetres away like their at the end of a football field. has got the case of saying f**k and c*****e all sentence long.we think its a disorder.
4) Shorty : well we know his real name but putting it here will just be plain stooopidd.so he also looks normal.n we think he's normal too.oh he's one of those guys who are eyecandies for a whole bunch of girls.=D weird thing is,he ALWAYS wears small tight shirts to show of his petite boddaayy.why?i have no idea.
3) Afro : No mai,this is NOT L. he kinda has a bush on his head.correction : he has a bush which has been left unattended for several years on his head.i swear his afro is BOM!thats the only word i can use to describe it.we cannot help but swallow our giggles when he walks past only to burst out laughing the second he's out of earshot.
2) RYC : stands for ramadhan youth challenge.okay so thats a mosque youth organisation.but we're talking about this guy who always wears these kinds of shirts to school.i think he used to have a thing for Fir but because we laughed so much when we realized it,maybe he started thinking twice about liking the girl who has crazy friends.(fir's boyfie should be glad for this.hmph.) dont know whats weird about him.just find him weird.HAH.
1) cleaner : WOOOOHOOOO!! and the award goes to. heeeeheeee. he has a thing for Fir.i dunno why.everytime he walks by our bench,he'll have this weird smile on his face. its really creepy n hilarious at the same time.HEE.n fir will be freaked out lahh.we all are. kaiying will always get tickled by him.HEEHEE.(seriously.i need to stop HEEHEE-ing.)
n thats IT!
-mardy-
Labels: weird
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 @ 4:02 PM
here's a list of things that are still due from me :
BNF mini-project (mini???)
FC mini-project (it is not mini.trust me.)
D in C one minute in Singapore project
study for BNF quiz 1 tmr
study for maths quiz 1 tmr
take the brownies for CCN day
tell myself to lat bygones be bygones.HAH.
okay.that is FREAKIN ALOOOOOTTTTT okayyy?????
just like a shadow,i'll be beside you
ohhhh.i cant get angel outta my head.if only i can sing it to someone worthy of the lyrics.HEE.gatal. life's beeeeen mundane??
NO.
i always say/think my life's really mundane but truth is,its quite full of things happening.like whatever mardy.i mean really,my life is not THAT mundane that i am bored to death n i am quite satisfied with my life. n NO.NO ONE deserves to say i have NO life.well.unless youre some high flying socialite who has different guys at your beck n call all day.
i need to get definitions for the words friend and acquaintance.
i realised i havent saying bloody mmuch in posts.
so:
BLOODY.BLOODY.BLOODY
ok bye my loves.
-mardy-
Labels: if i could be your angel
Saturday, November 8, 2008 @ 9:47 PM
hola.okay this is to maisarah who is feeling guilty over NOTHING.
i don't mind lah you idiotic girlfriend.go ahead.nanti kau tak layan,dia merajuk babe. HAHA.
i do NOT like him.gettit? yes.i told you i found him cute when he cut his afro-ish hair.cus thats just me.i thought he looked better with the clean cut look.okay baby?THAT'S ALL.period.
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okay,enough with that.thank you my dearest Tarini for listening to my stooopidddd msges.i know i'm contradicting myself right now.HAHA.i think only Ta understands.girls?i tell you monday kay?HAHA.
so my dad just popped in a few minutes ago n i had barely enough time to open another window.phew! i was out the whole day.last stop was some random wedding but before that was my aunty's house who was gonna be going for her Hajj (pilgrimage) soon.=)
i love this particular aunty ALOT.she always disturbed me n cracked jokes with me whenever we saw each other.she's really a loud person.she's a damn fun person to around.but today she was slightly sombre. when i arrived,she hugged me n kissed my cheeks n said that its been a long time since she kissed me.HAHA.cute keppe.
then when i was taking my leave,i kissed her hand n she hugged n kissed me again this time round crying.aww.
HAHA.but anyhoots,i'll be praying for her safety n that she gets to perform her Hajj with ease n not many obstacles.Ameen.
aww.this got me in an emotional mood.HAHA.so i wanna say this:
i love my family.and my girlfriends.and i love you maisarah.=)
haha.i expect an ILYT in return okay?
-mardy-
Labels: love
Friday, November 7, 2008 @ 6:06 PM
change the colours of the sky and open up to the ways you made me feel alive
okay,the purple sentence is not related to the picture.it will look so wrong if it did.
we were in FC lab then.explains the goggles n labcoat.doesnt explain Fir's half pout.HAHA.
ape kau buat firr? amacam girls?*makes fake dimple at cheek*
ever since you left i've been a mess
can i say for the record that demi lovato rocks?she isnt all disney-ish n she's more towards rocker chick.cool keppe Demi??
apparently some people think that my weekends are spent baking brownies n measuring dimensions of baking trays.wth.
n cha,if ure readin this,whatsup with maryam all?da lame aku tak dengar nie..HAHA.
oh,notice i didnt say bloody the whole post?
COOL OR WHAT??
bye.
-mardy-
Labels: get back
Thursday, November 6, 2008 @ 5:23 PM
i have officially stained the microbiology lab.with my body fluid.
goodluck figuring out what happened.i was supposed to stain microorganisms but ended up staining my labcoat with biological stuff.
n i almost fell in the bus filled with ITE people.-_-'
oh.i should rephrase that.
i nearly fell into the lap of this malay guy.
=.=
n my cramps are like punishing me for making them wait so long.hey.its not my fault okay?YOU did not want to slough off earlier.hmph.
omg.i sound like a nerd.you need to worry when you start joking about making mistakes in labs n using wrong chemicals n making fun of people by saying they have too much sugar,carbs etc.
i am oficially a nerd if i crack another lame lab joke that other people who are not working in labs do not understand.
so next week is ccn day.
like yay.no class.like ugh.still havent got the numbers from the guys.like wth.
okay ppl.my cramps are killing me slowly.honestly,i feel like going into labour anytime soon.to give birth to the rest of my endometrium.uterus i mean.oh damn.
toldya i'm a nerd.
shiat.
n whatsup with afro's friend looking at me like i'm the weirdest thing he's ever saw?
huh.he's even more nerdier than me okay.=D
bye.
-mardy-
Labels: cramps, nerd, random
Wednesday, November 5, 2008 @ 9:26 PM
nak blog tanak.
ah.malas ah.
ok bye.
-mardy-
@ 4:41 PM
can i just say for the record that i get jealous everytime i see a couple?
yess.people.i do.
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.
.
as much as i say i can do fine without the other half,i do miss the feeling okays?
n its not helping when everywhere you go people are rubbing it in your face.
like THANKS AH OKAY PEOPLE?????
if ure reading this n thinking "loser" or "pathetic" or "whatever" then here's my bloody explanation:
i'm a FRIGGIN GIRL lah okayy???????
i'm pms-ing.its obvious isnt it?
n OH,OBAMA won!YAYAYAYAY!!!=D
okay.babies.BYE.hmph.
-mardy-
Labels: like whatever
Sunday, November 2, 2008 @ 9:02 PM
oh man. i'm PMSing n i've got the urge to eat n eat n eat like a bloody pig.
i ate a whole lot today n i STILL feel hungry.=(
i dun wanna eat anymore cus i feel FAT.shhhheeeeeeeeessshhh.
-mardy-
Labels: good food
@ 8:44 AM
heyy.okay so i did say i got lots to say so just bear with me kay?
so my saturday was pretty much full.ready?lets go!
8:00am----3:45pm
went to Tampines Central community centre to go for the community stuff.
had to ask for newspapers all around THREE bloody blocks and everybody was obviously not in the mood for that.
i got partnered with Hana n Fir n so the three of us went around the block while Agnes's group went to the other block.
everything went well until we got to this particular house where we rang the bell and some dog just came bounding to the gate barking like hell.alammmakkkk.ape lagi?we ran like hell lahh.huhu.
then we came to another house which as soon as we rang the bell,we heard a dog barking.me n Hana were gone from there in a flash.as Fir said"i turned u guys were gone.lincah seh!!"
nyeahaa.
after tiring ourselves out,went to TM for lunch.Happyhappy want to eat pizza cus got the 19.90 thing but turns out it was only for delivery.alammmak.very paiseh noe,we went out without even eating.-____-"'
ended up going to McD.heh.
then went home n slept like a baby till 5:00pm
7:00------11+pm
went to NIGHT SAFARI!!!!woots! to go on the halloween tram.it was awesomei tell you!!
the first thing i saw when we entered,was a vampire.then came a hunchbacked witch,some emo chick with cuts on her arms standing under her umbrella,gory family butcher(eww.) n a child ghost that scared the shit out of me.there was also some lady wrapped in leaves? there.
so went on board the tram n we began by just doing the normal looking at the animals.then came the awesome part: the chamber of torture..muhahahah*evil laugh*
it was like we were in some gory movie.there were maneqquins in gory positions all around and there were "people" standing at the sides waiting for us.got pontianak lah OKAY??
and lots of other characters that jumped onto the tram to scare the shity out of people.
i screamed for awhile n decided to laugh cus the fact that we were subjecting ourselves to this was HILARIOUS.
luckily i sat in the middle of my brothers.they decided to let me sit in the middle when the tram came.how sweet is that?HAHA.
but they were cursing by the time we got down.=P
HAHA,it was fun.=)
tomorrow school so no FUN except for the girls.
-mardy-
Saturday, November 1, 2008 @ 5:52 PM
hola.okay people,turth is i gots lots to say but i'm too lazy to.n its even more depressing when my counter doesnt even hit 20.ahah!!
okay stay tuned babies.=)
-mardy-
Heartless - Kris Allen