Wednesday, December 31, 2008 @ 2:58 PM
i was at the freaking hospital when i saw my uncle.he had stroke yesterday.and i was like how old is he? and daddy said 44.guess what happened?
i freaking teared lah! i was freaking out! he was the same age as my dad and instantly i had a freaking scary image of my freaking FATHER lying on the freaking hospital bed in my uncle's freaking place!
oh God, pleaaaassssse pleaasssse keep my daddy safe from harm and protect my whole entire immidiate and extended family and friends from harm.
isnt it scary how easy it is that we forget who we are? we take for granted almost everything.the air we breath, the blood in our body when what it takes to bring us crashing down is only one SMALL,TINY, little thing? and here we are blissfully ignorant of the fact that we are so utterly imperfect and vulnerable.
someone gimme a tight slap whenever i start to brag about how great i am.
okay.on a brighter note:happy new year babies! may 2009 bring you happiness and joy.=.=
okay so 2008 had been a pretty great year. i think if i'm able to count,it's the year where i least got scolded by daddy.=D i think i'm finally mature enuff to not screw up every single thing he asks me to do.HAHA.
its also the year where i got to know and love the girls.=D
they're like my refuge in school no matter what was happening in my life,they were there and school was still there which told me not everything was falling apart.=D
it was also the year i changed. i changed into a more happy person.exuberant and cheerful.i learnt to love myself more now that i'm surrounded by people who don't jugde me based on my looks.=D
okay lastly: girls, ky,ht,ta,hana,fir,mummy,daddy,brothers,friends,cousins,uncles and aunties and darling readers: HAPPY NEW YEAR!! love y'all! =DD
-mardy-
Labels: new year
Monday, December 29, 2008 @ 9:32 PM
seriously. i am pissed with the FC tutor. LIKE WTH. we have a project consultation and she scolds us for asking perfectly legitimate questions? i thought consultations were to clarify doubts? and how do you suppose we clarify doubts without asking questions??flashback to primary school lahh okay.
school was okay.i think the whole school is still in holiday mode.we have a pretty slack week this week thank god.i have no intention of paying that much attention to anything.except the girls lame jokes which require a significant amount of brain power to decipher.HEE.
we played tabboo lah okay?we actually did something else other then people watch for once!
fun or what?
random sia.
ok byebyebye
-mardy-
Labels: school
Sunday, December 28, 2008 @ 9:51 AM
holllaaa.=D okay that's my cousin up there.i think the picture makes her face look kinda weird.pffft.well,it was her engagement ceremony yesterday.
the house was super full lahh. oh and as usual with the maternal side theres always crazy laughing sessions not just with the cousins but with all the aunties and uncles.well.they ARE supposed to be the mature conventional people of the family.but once you put all of us in the small stuffy kitchen you'll be surprised at all the stories you hear.
i swear. all their jokes made us, the 3rd generation blush and laugh helplessly.as my uncle said:"eh!ada anak dara kan??korang ni pun!"
HAHA.okay.tomorrow is HELLO SCHOOL.pfft.
okay i very the lazy for more.pictures up!
nurul syaza.my 2nd niece.or her hair at least.
the girls.=D
oily faces. =P
okay.daa!
-mardy-
Labels: family
Friday, December 26, 2008 @ 11:41 AM
i want Edward Cullen as my boyfriend and i want to be Isabella Swan.can?
NOT.
okay huitengs having this huge dilemma. but we'll figure out something okay?
i isms eomseno.
DECODE.
-mardy-
Wednesday, December 24, 2008 @ 8:33 AM
okay.i have totally reached another level of expertise in the bookworm club.
i broke my record for reading one book lahh okay??
so far the shortest had been Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows which is i think 600+ pages and i finished in TWO DAYS. gerekkkk.
and now TWILIGHT.ahem.i read it online okay?i took only less than 5 freakin hours of the wee morning to finish the whole book. can you imagine how long i was staring at lappy? my eyes were glued to the screen,feeling and ignoring the strain. alamakk.myopia sia. and strangely i wasn't even sleepy.tired yes,but not sleepy. all those time i spent late nights and early mornings mugging for termtests ,i swear i would have nodded off as soon as the clock hit 1am.but last night(this morning) was so different.i was almost exhilarated when i finished the book.
i started reading at about 6 pm but forced myslef to stop.instead i did my FC lab reports and i managed to complete it! like yyaaaayyyy for mardy! it took alot of willpower not to just click on the website(i had favourited it) while doing my report.HAHA.
okay so now.i still wanna buy the book.i feel like i owe Stephanie Meyer.=.=
oh,and in case you're wondering: I AM NOT A TWILIGHT FREAK.THE BOOK WAS JUST REALLY GOOD.
okay.daa.
-mardy-
Labels: confessions of a bookworm
Tuesday, December 23, 2008 @ 9:05 AM
How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight
All the time.
Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides?
But you won't take away my pride.
No, not this time.Not this time.
How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.
The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are,
If you're a man at all
.Well, I will figure this one out
On my own.(I'm screaming, "I love you so.")
On my own.(My thoughts you can't decode)
How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools Of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.
Yeah.Yeah.
How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well,
yeah, yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well.
I think I know.I think I know.
There is something I see in you.
It might kill me.I want it to be true.
seriously all i feel like blogging are song lyrics.i feel a bit of Peterpan coming up in a bit.
ohhhhh.i'ma have to go to school today.went yesterday and going agin todayy.like pffft lah. there were like aloooootttt of ppl in school lah okay? i mean what's the use of a bloody holiday if you're stuck in school half the time???
guess what? i have tons of assignments and i havent even started on them becuase of these bloody projects lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
danngg.
okay,peterpan's here:
kau bukan lah segala ku,
bukan tempat ku hentikan langkahku,
sesudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu
ohh shiat.i sound soo retaded singing malay songs lahhh.-__-"
ifai missfiss sumfum wanfan
haa.DECODE.nyeahhah!
love y'all.
-mardy-
p/s: pleeeeaaaaasssssee flood the tagboard.its getting dusty.=(
Labels: tag after reading this
Monday, December 22, 2008 @ 8:52 AM
brother:it's heartbreaking.heartwrenching lah.
me:get over it.i know it sucks but it happens.
brother:the pain is just agonizing.
me:dude.MOVE ON.and shut up.
daddy: there's more to life than just SOCCER.
BAHA! lame right my brother??well Singapore lost to Vietnam yesterday and we're out of the tourny.oh well,we win some,we lose some. the brother just could not move on from that.
but i still think ALAM SHAH played damn bloody good lah okayyy??
HEEEEEEEEEEEE.
i have these damned projects and assignments to do and i havent even started lah sia.
ok babies.
-mardy-
Labels: holidays.
Thursday, December 18, 2008 @ 5:36 PM
okay.i have TONS to blog about.
#1. Singapore drew with Vietnam yesterday in the AFF suzuki Asian Cup.like BLEARGHHH lah okay? it was like shiat. i have no freaking idea what telah happen to the Raddy's boys.hmph.but the second leg is gonna be held HERE.in singapore so you guys better go get tickets for the match to support okay??
#2.i have been a complete blur blob for the fast two days.i have freaking idea why.even my MUM said it was my bimbo day.pfffftt.
#3.i went to the mosque to pray my zuhur just now and i saw an awesomely cute guy.i have no idea how i came up with that phrase but it just popped into my head when i saw him.i was telling myself plaese do not make a fool of myself infront of him when mumy dearest chose the exact same time to start a conversation which distracted me.as i was happily replying,i hit his wrist by accident.and he freaking TURNED lah okay??omg.i was like "eh sorry!" and rushed off.hmph.
#4.i was gushing outside the mosque about how cute he was when i realised i was in a freaking MOSQUE.in a place where i was supposed to be thinking about GOD.and here i am gushing about some randomly awesomely cute guy.oh.did i just gush again? GAHHH.
#5.watched BOLT with the family just now and it was dammmmmnnn bloody NICE. =D
okay.i'm off to PD tomorrow for i dontknowwhy.bye readers.
-mardy-
Labels: things
Wednesday, December 17, 2008 @ 12:57 PM
as requested by Hana,a picture of the wedges:
tadaa!!
-mardy-
Labels: wedgeslove
Tuesday, December 16, 2008 @ 4:11 PM
i feel damn diva lah.HAHA. okay i'm back.n the above picture got me feeling all G.L.A.M.O.U.R.O.U.S
okay so BATAM is SOO not a touristy place. all there is there is shopping.like seriously, i mean i love to shop and all but who spends the entire trip of 3 days shopping??
but heyyy.i got my dresses!! like woots lah okay? and i got my wedges too! eh but from singapore cus Batam shoes are like EWW.-__-'
the trip there was pretty full of obstacles.hmph. okay so we checked our luggage into th ferry and we were late boarding the ferry because of some passport thingy.
and then we discovered our luggage had been taken out of the ferry cus we were late.alamakk.then we had to have them lug our luggage back in so we would still have clothes to wear.HMPH.
then,when we arrived the same person's passport couldnt get through and had to be brought to the office befire we could finally go through.GAHH.
so by the time it was already noon and it was scorching HOT man. so out came the shades.
=D
cool keppe.
so fast forward,mummy dearest had her massage.FULL BODY OKAY? but nvm.i had my hair treatment too and i am now the proud owner of soft silky luscious locks.HAH!
excuse the luscious part okay?
okie dokie.i'm done.
-mardy-
Labels: holidays
Friday, December 12, 2008 @ 4:17 PM
Bring on the HOLIDAYS LAH dey!
yesssssaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.term tests are ooovveeerrr okay and i'm off for the holidays tomorrow. =DDD
i am soo buying new dresses and wedges and everything i've always wanted to buy.
okay people.get the paty started okayy?
i love you all.
-mardy-
Labels: holidayssss
Thursday, December 11, 2008 @ 12:07 PM
Wednesday, December 10, 2008 @ 9:54 PM
overdosed on mathematics and statistics2
i am going KERRRAAAAZZZZAAAYYY.like seriously. i promised myself to not blog term tests till after term test but i just HAD to take a break.
tomorrow is maths lah okay? tell me how many of you people are going"all the best ah you." or even "maths??wahlaoooo!!" yes. probably loads. i've been trying to figure the bloody difference between standard deviation of population and standard deviation of sample and the difference was obviously one is for sample and the other one for population righhht????
okay.let me just be random and say i slept for three freakin hours to clear my head in between my study time in the afternoon.afterwhich my head became cloudy again when i looked at my notes.HAH.baek kappe aku.
oh my brain damaged damaged damaged.*sings to Danity Kane song tune*
okay2 side track abit.
SINGAPORE is doing awesome for the ASIAN cup lahh okay???? they've won three out of the three matches they've played and i am sooo hoping we'll be the champions again this year.
i am SO going to the finals okay.
oh and in case you're wondering, that's : Khairul Amri,Baihakki,Indra,Bennet and the last one i dunno who. heee.
okay.i'm done.
-mardy-
Labels: AFF suzuki cup
Tuesday, December 9, 2008 @ 9:39 AM
i've been taking so many things for granted.
i've taken the MOST IMPORTANT thing in my life for granted.
i watched a video from Napolean and he made me realise how lucky i am to be born the way i am.
i feel like i've let myself down without me even knowing it.
i'll change.i promise i'll try.
i'll try as hard as i can.pray i get through.
i'm tryin to get back.
"come to me walking i'll come to you RUNNING"
this made me tear because i knew this but yet i neglected it.
it takes someone to appriciate something even as wonderful as that to make you realize how lucky you are.
-mardy-
Labels: finally i see.
Sunday, December 7, 2008 @ 8:03 PM
okay. i just wanna say that the Myanmar national football team has NO EFFING sportsmanship.
how can you just bloody run to the innocent referee and push him? and then your teammates MOB him?? dudes.you're even allowed to TOUCH the freaking official.
and then you walk out of the game??? how lame can you guys get?!!? you know if i put it in Laymen terms (as Hana n Ht like to say it) you guys are just cranky you were trailing.
and then you come back after the game after the ridiculously long time taken for your goalkeeper to come out.what was he doing huh? checking wether his foundation was on?
sumpah.irritating giler. okay in case you guys are blur blobs(taken from Tarini) i'll explain:
SINGAPORE vs MYANMAR
3-0
HAHAHA! okay guys.i dont normally watch football but i only watch when the Singapore national team is playing.
because my Alam Shah is there.ahem.HEE.
but he just had to go n bleach his hair n look less HOT. hmph. now i'm eyeing my all time HERO Lionel Lewis.=D
okay.i know iknow.i'm random okay?
oh n,
selamat hari raya haji y'all.
-mardy-
Labels: aidiladha
Saturday, December 6, 2008 @ 9:19 PM
hola.
i just wanna say a BIG THANKYOU to all my dearest dearest friends, relatives,cousins, and my deeeeaaaaaressssst parents(my dad texted me happy birthday when we were in the same car.-_-') for wishing me on my birthday. =D i love y'all.
to Fir n Ht, thankiiieee for the blog posts. =D
thankyou to those who texted me,
facebook commented me,
friendster commented me,
i love you all for remembering my stooopidd birthday.
i love you all.oh wait. i think i said that already.
so tomorrow i have exams and i am NOT studying.baik kappe aku.
okay.i'm off.
thank you again.=D
-mardy-
Labels: birthday
Friday, December 5, 2008 @ 4:58 PM
hola!
okay so tomorrow's the day i finally catch up with the rest of the group.=D
i'm turning 17 like finally.but wait.some people just HAVE to rub it in that 17 is not even LEGAL yet.hmph.terimakasih eh korang.
anyways the girls surprised me this morning.i reaallly did NOT expect anything because they made so clear that we were not gonna celebrate it today but after term test instead. sumpah!
i was busy singing my heart out while ironing my scarf when i heard knocks on the door.i thought some construction guy was gonna tell me to take the shoes inside or something but when i looked through the window,i saw all 5 of them crouching at my doorstep.
the next thing i knew i was screaming.
HAHA.
Thankyou alllllll many many.
i love you girls. =D
-mardy-
Labels: grlfrs
Thursday, December 4, 2008 @ 5:05 PM
i won't let you fall.
cramps are killing me.it took every ounce of willpower not to get cranky and walk like a pregnant woman all day long.now i'm finally home and sprawled out on the bed with lappy dearest.
isshhh.i am super dee duper penat okay? n its pissing me off that i have to study during Hari raya Haji.like WHATTHEHELL were they thinking putting BASICMICROBIOLOGY the day after?????????
they have officially gone insane.to top it all off, we havent even started on FC project due in a months time.like FISH lah okay.
someone said "konichiwa!" to KOREAN students.HAHA.kekek keppe. and the bench almost fell on us during photo taking.we screamed but Fir's scream won hands down. she actually wrung both her hands,closed her eyes n screamed. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
ok.cramps got me swearing.so toodles.
-mardy-
Labels: aku sungguh random
Wednesday, December 3, 2008 @ 4:09 PM
"you were like my lover and my bestfriend wrapped in one with a ribbon on it"
a girl sits down at the busstop without noticing a clump of ants surrounding that area.
me: um,there got ants *smiles*
her:*looks down* ohmygosh.thankyou.=)
am i sucha nice person or what?
heh.
seems like everybody is in crunch mode in school and i'm still in slack mode.-__-' i mean,i cant seem to study at school as in when i'm with the girls because i'll just end up talking and doing each others hair.obviously not mine lah okay. right now i have a red stain resembling a flower on my hand which was drawn by firi. BAHA. but its half washed n i'll be washing it OFF later.sorry Fir.
okay i think Fir's prolly having her jap quiz right about now. seeing as she's been mugging the whole day.
N talked to me in French lecture suddenly n i gave the youtalkingtome? look. he very the naiiiiiivvvveeeee okay?HAHA.
french lecturer was um *crook crook* because she kept jumping and laughing and winking at N.
okay here's an equation: woman+short flimsy dress+jumping around+no leggings inside= the whole LT saying "gasp!"
okay.i'm tired.mau go sleep.byebye.
-mardy-
p/s: i got birthday present from ibu yesterday.esprit watch.like woots! =D
Labels: termtest
Monday, December 1, 2008 @ 6:37 PM
when labs turn boring,we turn to Leslie for entertainment HEE.
hola. i'm a terrible mess. i got pissed at Ta just now for no apparent reason n she had to to feel bad for a half hour or so just because i decided to become miss cranky pants.
=(
sorry Ta.i love you.=D
my body cant seem to make up its mind. this morning when i was pulling my jeans up,my period came. n now?zilch.NADA.gahh.no wonder my mood swings are terrible.=((
dude,endometrium,come out will you???!
Hana: nobody message me..=(
Ht: me also.what happened to all the people who used to msg us?
me: i think they decided to have a life.
how depressed do we sound lah deyy??
hmph.
-mardy-
Labels: moody
Heartless - Kris Allen