Tuesday, April 29, 2008 @ 6:08 PM
ure prolly wondering why the heck am i starstruck.well its obviously cus i saw a star.*erk.duuuhh.* here's how it went..
me, kai ying, hana n huiteng had a very long break before our next class. frm 11 to 3..then we went to eat at design school n finished eating at ard 1145 like that..after that huiteng wanted to go meet her friend so we went off to LT 10..then after she met her friend,me,kaiying n hana decided to laze around at the library cus it was super hot. so we went there n read books n surfed the net until like 0130 like that uhh..me n kaiying got thirsty n we went to cheers along with hana..then..after i bought my green tea, huiteng called n said she wanted to meet us there..so we waited outside cheers.hana was answering her mum's call when it happened.i was facing hana's side,n kaiying was facing my back..then two guys came out of this corner n walked towards us..n one of them was....
SyariFF sLeeQ!!
ohmygod. i was like shocked n like i just follwed him with my eyes till he got into cheers..at that exact time,hana was talking to her mum on the phne n dint get a full view of him.sad sia..LoL!
here's how our conversation went.
me: eh eh! syariff sleeq!(softly lah seh..)
hana:huh??maner???
me:inside cheers!!
hana:omg!mak aku wrong timing sak call..
kaiying:huh??wat happen??
me:huhu..i saw him!!
kaiying: huh?who??
me: he's a singer lah..
kaiying:huh?who?where?
me n hana were like laughing ready..funny sia..then huiteng came n asked a bout the commotion n when we told her, she said she wanted to see the guy..so the four of us went in AGAIN.hahah!
waah..really made my day man..
okay okay..i noe u guys bored ready by this post but hey..will update again soon when i see him again.LoL!till then.
toodles!
xoxo
-mardy-
p/s:to someone: thank you for saying that..it means alot.=)
Saturday, April 26, 2008 @ 7:55 PM
granted.that's what some ppl take me for.oh..dont worry..she's a responsible girl..she'll do it.she'll take that,she'll pick those up, she'll return that,she'll hand that in on time. i'm sick of it! u ppl throw in compliments like sweetie n darling when u want me or rather EXPECT me to do something.i've had enough.go pick up your own pants .zip ure own jeans n tie up your own shoelaces.cus i wont be the one doing it no more.period.
-mardy-
Friday, April 25, 2008 @ 6:35 PM
these few days were hectic.so i'll make the post short n sweet.yest arrive sch at 0815 hrs.early giler!so sat at mushroom *or UFO as KaiYing calls it..LoL!* to wait for raihana.sat there taliking to chisty frm engine sch till 0845 hrs when kaiYing Huiteng n raihana turned up.then went for lectures till 6.my slipper putus in the library before PIPC n had to call daddy dearest to come n fetch me.*hais.*went hme n studied.tried to do my e-lab assignment but cldnt cus the stupid computer block my TP email.*hais again.*so here i am nw.tired.guilty cus nvr tell belinda i'm not going for movie nite. and stinky.so i'm off to the toilet for that shower i've been yearning for since i was in the bus.so toodles noodles everyone!
xoxo
-mardy-
Wednesday, April 23, 2008 @ 3:54 PM
its already midweek of the first week of school..my schedule is SUPER PACKED!!n i'm LUVING IT!haha..really..most of my days start at 0900 n end at 5-6..waaah..tiring one..but i like!cus after so long of doing nothing i get a hectic schedule to keep me busy..=)) tmr my first lecture is MTS1..which stands for mathematics and statistics one..=( starts at nine..n all day i have lecture up till 5 o'clock!!waaah!!huh..well..i'm just hoping tmr i wont be late..yest i arrive lecture late seh cus of the super heavy rain! the bus 8 was packed like sardine can n kept stopping otw to sch.i msged jim, kai ying n raihana..n turned out..alot of ppl oso late..*relieved sigh* soo hopefully tmr's journey to sch will be smooth n i'll be there by at least 8:45..okay then..will update again if i got time..=P till then..toodes noodles!
xoxo
-mardy-
Labels: hectic.
Monday, April 21, 2008 @ 3:45 PM
hello ppl..i havent been updating for these past week have i..n its due to being extremely busy..well..last week was orientation week..super super fun fun fun!!needless to say we broke the ice early on the first day..not break maybe but crack.but by the time the day ended rite..the ice was alredy hammered.=))because there were telematches that made us cling on to each other for fear of falling down *n u can't cling on to someone you don't know rite??*n by the end of the day we were all like half dead.*really!* second day was even more funner..*my english is getting crappy man*was an overnite program..had campfire n jam n hop..wah liao!!did the mass dance n chicky dance *seriously!* n played cluedo frm 1-4 in the morning..aiyo..by the time i got home my brain like zombie ready..then tha last day was the TP olympiad n regatta. interschool activities. poor ASc was sandwiched between engine n bussines.hais.but we won the overall best cheer award!!but too bad business sch go n win all the other awards!pfft!watever!all i noe is i had fun n classes r starting tmr..went to sch just nw to get my labcoat*cool sia!* n ez-link card..well..till here..will update agin!!toodles noodles!
xoxo
-mardy-
Labels: school, TP
Monday, April 14, 2008 @ 1:27 PM
helloo..well yeah..it's back to school for me starting tomorrow..well tomorrow's the start of my TP orientation..=)) so excited..wonder if i'll be able to sleep tonite tho..hahas..so remember mard must report by 8:30 (no more late mornings =( ) at LT8 at Level 3. report in sports attire, red top n covered shoes. NO FBT or HIGH CUT shorts allowed.*if u see me in FBT or high cut shorts, u will faint.hees..*that was the specific instruction reminded to me over the phone.haha!okay2..mai is gonna come over later for maths..*mai?maths?OMG!*soo..i will update again ssoon..toodles noodles everyone!
xoxo
-mardy-
Friday, April 11, 2008 @ 6:23 PM
here we go!!dint noe what to do as most my girls went back ready so ended up temaning yda for her harcut n yhen went walking walking at bugis junction..here's what we did!!yep.pretty in Tokyo..hahs..so tat's all..too tired to type..toodles!
xoxo
-mardy-
@ 11:00 AM
weee~~it's friday! hahs.cant wait to see my girls =))) it's been like so long since i came..*actually not so lah..* hmm..the last time i came was the day after my o-level results came out..so it's been what? ermm bout 3 months gitu lah..okay guys listen up,*figure of speech people!* i am not IT savvy.that's to put it in nice words but in other words, i am no computer GEEK. period. i got a big headache out of the small matter of putting in the tagboard for y'all..*don't laugh!* n when i finally did, it came out YELLOW! as u can see..GOD.well.. i want to change my blogskin n after i downloaded the skin n all that jazz, it couldnt be changed. well..technically it means : i dont know what the heck to do. *LoL* so ppl out there, specially the IT savvy ones or at least the ones who change their blogskins every month*cha, i'm thinking of you!!*please please help me!!hehs..pathetic kan? i so totally agree..so please, tell me, if u can do it for me ASAP kays??yayy!!okieh then, i'm out of things to mention.till here..tke care dearies!
toodles
xoxo
-mardy-
Wednesday, April 9, 2008 @ 10:15 AM
well..i'll be going to Madrasah Al-Junied Al-Islamiah a.k.a my old school tis friday..=)) so happy happy..miss my girls alots alots.. aite aite.. i got no mood to blog.so will update again bout the trip this friday yea?maybe some pichas too!!=)toodles!
xoxo
-mardy-
Tuesday, April 8, 2008 @ 12:33 PM
okay..here's the deal. i just have to tell u guys about this. i was walking with my brother on the way to his school when this happened. i was walking somewhat in a crooked line and knda daydreaming while entertaining my brother's question when i looked down and saw the HUGEST caterpillar ever.*i exxagerate but truly it was BIG!*n i screamed *squealed more like it* rite there and then causing this apek riding his bike behind me actually stop n stare..*cheh..one republic pe?* goodness..it was ugly! it was whitish with a tinge of blue,*looked pretty sickly* with ants crawling over it's extremely fat body which has leg things coming out of everywhere. n the worse part was that it was SQUIRMING!! my God! i was so freaked out that i pulled my laughing brother and started running to the traffic lght.*yes.he was laughing at me..sheesh.* ewww!!it is truly disgusting. n now i keep having visions of it throughout.*yikes!* i think it fell out of tree or something because i dont think caterpillars are supposed to roam on land.i swear am SO NOT overreacting because if u guys *specially girls* see it u guys will freak out just like me. n i am NOT even that girlish of a girl seh.it was pretty revolting.k.enough said. i will stop freaking out right this moment.okieh?haha!
toodles
xoxo
-mardy-
Monday, April 7, 2008 @ 3:53 PM
well okay fine. i have never said this to anyone. u guys reading will be among the first to know. someone in my house is really friggin IRRITATING! n to make matters worse, i have to face their face every single day. n no! thank God they are not my family members.i really wanna tell you who but the problem is the person is standing next to me n staring into the screen as i am typing.*bitchy huh?* n even tho the person won't understand english, they will notice their name in this post. try n guess.who lives with you but usually doesnt understand english n is not part of your family? works for your mum more like it.*i noe u noe..=P* okay. n rite now she's checking my msges in my phone. i mean WTF??!! even my MOM doesnt do that!! n now finally she has gone. okay fine..maybe u guys er not the first..mai n sakinah are among the firsts..*hehe..*she talks non stop n constantly critisises my tastes in things.only because she doesnt get to buy them. *padan muker!* she is always questioning my every move. if i wanna go out, she'll be like where?? with who??alamak..mintak kene..serious bingit giler!!!!ibu never ask, die nak sebok pulak..n whenever she cleans my room she'll be taking out my makeups n jewellery n tryin them on.*paling bingit ah nie!* whenever i catch her with my compact, she'll be "i'm only using the mirror lah!" as if bilik aku tu punye cermin tak besar! eeeeeh!!!!!!!!!!!!n with my jewellery she'll be like "eh..it's pretty..but fake.hehe.." okay! are u guys pissed yet girls??i noe u girls reading tis will be like "the hell??"yes.urgh! n recently my mum gave her whit gold necklace that costs nearly 200 bucks.n she spends her free time saying her nacklace is more expensive than mine. i am freaking tired of her n i feel like screming at her but if i do that she'll go tell my father n i'll be scolded.seriously.my father will believe anything she says.haiss..kay guys.i'm done ranting.sorry i f i sound like a crazy person in this post..*teehee..* so.. tell me if u've alredy guessed who u think i'm talkin *bitchin* about kays?aite aite.. till here..
toodles!
xoxo
-mardy-
@ 10:05 AM
seriously, i am really tired. n i have no mood to blog even tho there's loads to talk about. maybe next time. toodles.
xoxo
-mardy-
Thursday, April 3, 2008 @ 12:45 PM
have you ever been n an instance where u are alone with a person you know,a person ure "supposedly" close to but in truth u guys just are'nt? say..u see each other once a week and suddenly something happens to person who is really imortant to the both of you and suddenly u see each other every single day of your life.*yeah well..not life.* n in instances when u find urself alone with him/her and awkwardness is suddenly the theme of the atmosphere.yeah.it can get pretty uncomfy alot of times.and this results in u tending to dread these moments and try to create ways that will prevent u from encountering them.like say, not going to the place to meet them or going there later when u know there's somebody else.
well.. i absolutely know what it feels like.and pardon me if i'm in the wrong to feel this way but i'm human for goodness sakes! i can't change the way i feel no matter how i act outside! it doesnt mean that i resent them or i hate them it's just that i really cannot bring myself to be this girl with the bubbly personality with thm.because before the incident happened, we were perfectly content with our relationships with each other which included acknowledgements and sometimes random brief conversations.
i hate myself for feeling this way.but there are resons for which contributed to it.
they are closer to the other people in the group.
they just cannot hide the fact that they like the other person more than u.
3. the way in which they treat u is like the basic acknowledgment.(e.g : dah makan? dari mana?)
i'm so sorry that i feel this way toward them.i'm so sad because it sometimes builds up inside of me to the point of me being absolutely frustrated with the person.n i do not want to hate and i do NOT hate them. they are very dear to me.
ppl think i don't notice the difference in the way they or he/she treats me because i'm young and i'll just brush it off.but i do.even tho i diam it doesnt mean it goes unnoticed.
i resent myself for feeling this way but i just can't help it.i do not want to cause controversy and tension but i have to let it out somewhere.n this is where i hope ppl can relate to what i feel or just read my story without judging. so please, if you think i'm being selfish in this entry don't bother letting me know kays? but if u can relate to or even understand iti thank you very much.=))
-mardy-
Wednesday, April 2, 2008 @ 10:32 AM
okay fine.i was april fooled.n it was none other than my darling babe sakina..hais..so here's what happened : i was at granny's house yest nite n was otw home.then i got this msg.was wondering who because only certain ppl will msg me at this time of the nite.*sakina included.*haiss..but i never thot it was her lah..the msg went like this.
"i wanna be frank with you.i've never liked this friendship.and i think this was
the biggest mistake i've made.i regret knowing you n i really don't want anything to do with you anymore"
about a million thoughts weere rushing thru my mind n i was like :"huh????WTH??"
and then it occured to me that april fools was today *means yesterday lah..* n i started to do the smart thing by scrolling down the s.m.s..*lambat kan? i noe..*here's the rest of the msg.
" and i wanna tell you that..................you've been april fooled! damn love you n miss you!!so have fun today!*even tho the day was almost over.*"
and i was like, God..*eyeroll* n replied "you bacin!" tho i dint say bacin lah..hehe..
n sak, if ure reading tis, tag! it's an order!
hees..okies then..i wanna go have breakfast..mummy dearest made pizza beaguette..*yums yums!!*till then , toodles!!
xoxo
-mardy-
Tuesday, April 1, 2008 @ 1:25 PM
hellooo..well..i noe my blog has been boring lately *if not ever..* LoL..sorry leh..truth is nothng much has been happening..well i've been feeling a lil bit down lately..selalu no mood for anything..dunno why loh..like no energy to do anything..it's not as though i'm sick or anythang..*chey..anythang pe..*rite now i just finished my workout..*yay-ness!* n i'm craving for chocolate cream chip.ugggh!!serious!craving gilers..but the nearest starbucks is at TM..haiyo..sakinah suggested i go TM n buy n i'm like "so i go TM stakat nak buy drink??"n she was like "ala..then u can do last minute shopping what..AGAIN." hah! thanx ah eh..haha..i noe i've been dragging her along for my shopping trips..*evil laugh* n i'm like "today no mood lah wanna shop.."besides CSI:MIAMI is on at three later..haha..well in case u all don't know i am a CSI freak.i mean isnt it the coolest forensics show u have ever seen??*duhh..*the way they analyse n figure things out..omg is just so cool..n the way they work those pretty awesome machines will make any kid wanna be a CSI when they grow up *me included.=)* too bad i dint get the chemical tech course..haha..if not i'll dusting away for fingerprints in no time..much to the irritation of my family.*i still berangan CSI sumtimes u noe..=p*weee~~well..school starts on the 21st n i wanna start reading up on my science n a.math lagi..*unpleasant.*any ways..its April First n i havent been April Fooled.that is good. i really dont wanna be fooled..*kay..lame.*
aite then..i'm out of things to write..so i will update again when i have the time.=)
toodles!
xoxo
-mardy-
@ 10:00 AM
The little things, you do to me areTaking me over,
I wanna show ya
Everything inside of me
Like a nervous heart that,
is crazy beating
My feet are stuck here,
against the pavement
I wanna break free,
I wanna make itCloser to your eyes,
get your attention
Before you pass me by
[Chorus:]So back up back up take another chance
Don't you mess up mess up
I don't wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this ain't just a thing that you
Give up give up don't you say that I'd beBetter off better off,
sleeping by myself
and wonderingIf I'm better off better off, with out you boy
So don't just leave me hanging on
[V2:]And every time,
you notice me byHolding me closely,
and saying sweet thingsI don't believe,
that it could beYou speaking your mind and,
saying the real thing
My feet have broke free,
and I am leavingI'm not gonna stand here,
feeling lonely butI don't regret it,
and I won't think thisWas just a waste of time
[Chorus]
But don't just leave me hanging on.....
Heartless - Kris Allen