Friday, July 24, 2009 @ 8:47 PM
@ 5:30 PM
i dont know why but ive been a sad wreck all week. at school i'm just my usual happyhappy self but once i'm all alone in the bus i'll be like damn i'm tired. and today i was extra blur like seriously. my mind was like blank during fpqa quiz and i totally heard the wrong thing when kaiying was talking to me. damn, i think i'm losing it.
i need a pick-me-up.
-mardy-
p/s: you don't choose who you fall for.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 7:56 PM
okay so uh my blogger account like got something wrong like that and half of the page has dissapeared man. then cannot centralize then my post all so the very the not nice anymore. alamak funny issit.
omg omg. my brothers have a new science tutor. i shant say anymore because its just wrong to crush on your brother's tutor no matter how yooung or good looking he is. like damn girl damn.
ahah. ok ah must go do my powerpoint for my art history presenation kay.byebye you all my darlings(okay random i know but sesunggunye whatever kay.)
-mardy-
p/s: firi, i dont know whassup with me saying sesungguhnye.
Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ 6:43 PM
i am one eyed omg like seriously.my eye hurts like hell and its swelled up like an ugly red balloon. and i look like like i have droopy right eye. damn girl. ohmygod how am i supposed to go to school tomorrow?? i dont wanna wear contacts cos confirm will hurt like what sia and i dont wanna wear specs either cus i'll end up looking damn retard!
and guess what? i went to this wedding thinking like yayy! free briyani because i was so craving for briyani then when i reached there with my high heels and slack dress with just powder on my face and FREAKING WEARING SPECTACLES, i realized it was my dad's friend's son's wedding.which meant that the whole freaking place was filled with CIVIL DEFENSE OFFICERS.eh perangai mangkuk seh.eh malu like what okay. amakk. there were like mat mat CD all over. depan belakang kiri kanan.
ehh seriously my eye HURTS. okay ah bye ah.
let's play a love game?
-mardy-
Labels: cyclops
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 @ 6:14 PM
once bitten, twice shy.
geez is that so hard for you to remember?
i'm past the point of crying.
not because it doesnt hurt me when i see you get hurt.
it hurts as if i'm the one bearing all the pain.
i cry because i thought i should let you know that i feel your pain.
let you know that i feel horrible i wasn't able to protect you.
but i realised, you are responsible for your own actions.
every decision was left up to you.
and you chose to go down this path.
knowing full well what the consequences were.
for having so much potential at excelling,
you are one stupid dumbass.
it's times like this when i wanna fast forward time.
i think i'll be able to forgive you.
but give me time to really mean it when i say i'll be there for you.
because no matter how much i say it you always take it for granted.
its time to wake up and face the music little one.
-mardy-
Labels: im so effing sad
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 @ 5:24 PM
okay so tomorrow got apfs meeting to which we have yet to start on the report and the due date is like freaking next week.then NLS also havent finish which is due on the same freaking day and FPQA got group sharing tmr then on thursday got csas presentation then next two weeks got u art presentation and then NLS got stoopid quiz on friday which comprises of three damn bloody heavy topics including nutrtion in adolesence as to which i am completely clueless about then next week also goot fpqa quiz which is open book but its gonna be tough anyway because fpqa sucks to very core of my entire being. no wait, that's apfs. and oh did i mention i freaking do not like our apfs tutor who keeps saying she knows who is the smarter bunch of people in the class and making us feel like crap, like hello, she cant even speak english properly, go england first lah then come back okay.ugh.
mother's rendang smell is so damn strong i can faint from how delicious it smells.
ah.fasting is detoxifying mardy.remember!
-mardy-
Labels: stress like what sia
Saturday, July 11, 2009 @ 8:31 PM
okay okay second post of the day.you guys probably think i have no life and that i'm sitting at home 24/7 facing my lappy and onlining and onlining and onlining. well NO. okay i WAS out and I WAS NOT online for the whole of today.SERIOUSLY LAH.i swear.haha.
okay so i'm loving the Michael Jackson tribute song by the game lah. so damn bloody nice okay.
oh i miss MJ. haha RANDOM.
i mention you when i say my prayers
i wrap you around all my thoughts
boy you're my temporary high
i wish that when i wake up you're there
to wrap your arms around me for real
and tell me you'll stay by my side
this is stuck in my head as of now.thanks eh firi.all your blog songs will get stuck in my head eventually.PPPFFF.
eh, i feel like eating sushi lah seh. and i hate sushi! geezz.i think i'm pms-ing.
-mardy-
Labels: man in the mirror
Heartless - Kris Allen